Sunday, July 10, 2005
In despair
I wish i were psychic. Just when i am slowly opening myself to others, there are others who happily shut me out. God.please.let.me.be.psychic. even if it means knowing what others don't wanna hear. the helplessness of not being able to be there for a friend, a loved one, i cannot take. Sadly they most probably won't read this, or even if they did, they'd most probably still carry on the same way leaving me in the dark to grapple with it. Saddened, disappointed, lost, many questions and ultimately saddened.
10 years down the road nobody will remember the winners and the losers, but people will always remember how you made them feel. Yeah i feel useless. sorry i failed as your F.R.I.E.N.D.
Unknown at 4:33 am