Friday, September 02, 2005
When can I say, "I've slayed all my demons"?
Doing my life review assignment is getting a little too much for me. This module has dug through too many skeletons in my closet and I don’t like it. I can’t bring myself to write it down, a process too painful. But it’s worth 40%, I can’t not hand it up. But if I did this paper well, coupled with the MCQ format exams, it wouldn’t be that difficult to get a distinction I think.
Watched TV with my dad earlier, for that hour or two, I was so absorbed into the story, that I forgot all about the pains and wretchedness I was feeling in me. Then I realized that it is quite sad that I find myself a pain to live with. My past coming back to haunt me. And I’m sorry that Jonathan has to go through the mood swings that come attached with all my emo-ness. Maybe it’s trying to tell me that I have to solve it, and then maybe just one day, I can safely say I’ve slayed all my demons.
Unknown at 11:11 pm