Wednesday, August 24, 2005
and i love you in my own little way
when you don't feel jealous about your current bf's ex it could mean
1) You don't care
2) You are very secure about your position in your bf's heart/life
Sometimes you know you definitely don't feel it(the feelings of jealousy) but you wonder the reason behind it. Because if ur actions stem from different reasons the implications are quite different. And sometimes i wonder why am i so lackadaisical about things like that. Attention to other girls, talking about ex-es, they never quite ruffled my feathers. Or maybe i'm just calm and collected over such stuff, taking them in my stride. Weird, or maybe i see more people reacting to such situations than people who don't huh. So i am actually quite normal but what i see is more salient as compared to what i don't see. Hmm..
today we've been together for 2 months. Both times he remembered it first, and i wish i weren't so negligent on stuff like that. The few days or a week before i would remember it and telling myself hmm, it's gonna be n months together. And the day before or the day itself i don't quite remember, til he brings it up. I feel so awful. =( And he surprised me with a tub of ben & jerry's ice cream: strawberry cheesecake!!! Awww.... my first tub of ben & jerry's Haha!! Had dinner at some jap restaurant at mohammad sultan, haha coolness right. Was supposed to have dinner at a western food restaurant next door but it was closed. Sat down at stadium cove and just did nothing but talk and enjoy the cool evening air. Drove us there and back in his car coz he's aching from the wakeboarding session today. Glad he had fun. And we're going wakeboarding this saturday!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been loooooong.
Unknown at 1:06 am