Tuesday, August 30, 2005
mindless rant
I am doing random stuff, feeling totally bored out. I should have went to the gym for yoga. Well actually not, i actually did some stuff between 5 til now. Just that my internet connection is very unstable, so i can't exactly access or search for my journal articles with a peace of mind. And i've eaten tons of junk food today. My report's due tomorrow, still doing it. As usual, what's new. Argh. I think i don't really like doing reports like these. Well actually, if it were easier to get the journal articles i want, i'd have so much more fun doing it.
Finally cleared my debt with Jonathan for the hip hop class. I'm debt free!!! Finally Project [B]anish [F]inancial [D]eficit is completed. But evil Amos had to suggest going for a holiday, either next month or in nov/dec. Places in mind are koh samui, phuket & bali. Although i think phuket is quite low on the list, unless we are planning to dive. But next month is definitely out of the question for me. I've been suffering for some time under the financial burdens of all these activities, and it really sucks to survive on $50 a week and then always taking a $13 cab ride to school on mondays and mahjong on weekends. I'll admit i'm a spoilt brat, i get $100 a week, and i am used to my $100/week lifestyle which includes me having dinners at restaurants once or twice a week, shop for some stuff and eat yummy good food. But in a way i had it slightly easier coz when i'm out with Jon he'll pay for dinners and stuff, no matter how much i don't really like it, and also my mum and dad dishing out $50 to me once in a while, even though all these are not huge amounts of moolah it does ease the pain of money woes i'm facing. And we're going for salsa class, goodbye another $80-$90. It's really dumb to have just cleared your financial debt for the last diving trip that was 2 months ago & a dance class that i signed up 1 month ago to then saddle myself with another debt of another trip. The class is still alright because if u think about it it is about $10 per week, just that you're paying a lump sum ahead. But to saddle myself with another debt coz i'm going for another holiday when i just took one 3 months ago is quite dumb, and to me an unwise financial move. Plus i'm not that in need of a holiday. I'm still surviving, still sane (well most of the times, cept for the really horrible mood swings) and definitely not in a need for a getaway. What i really want is a shopping trip. Money to spend.
I think when you have come to this age, with a fat paycheck it is easy to spend on things you don't really need but want. The yuppy lifestyle eh. Sigh when am i getting my fat paycheque? Will i even end up as a psychologist? The future sometimes look very bleak.
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