Tuesday, March 09, 2004
went to mccafe at lido after work with simon n william quite relaxing actually i think i felt quite happy after that. just feeling a little more light hearted. dunno y. met andrew before that for dinner at mos burger then i asked him to stay on. feel a bit bad coz he seemed left out but i guess he seemed more to b observing rather than being quiet n feeling left out. god knows what's going on within his mind. not that i really wanna noe as well. still busying with the show's preparations, seems a little slow, i guess i hafta hasten n ask more questions to learn more for the show and find out what else i need to do. and also learn delegation of work. feel a little bogged down n that soph is alwez feeling bored. sigh. n i think 1 pc for the amt of staff we haf at the moment is just insufficient. n i pray hard n hope that pang wei's frenz dun desert me at the last moment. i've lost one part timer luckily pang wei keeps telling me he has 4 ppl n he gave me info for 4 ppl when i kept saying 2-3. haha i guess god took care of me.
i've resolved to place my life's decisions in god's hands. but hafta learn to stick to it. whenever i'm at work i alwez forget abt being christ-like in my behaviours. it's only after work when i haf time to think n before i slp then i tell myself to strive to b more christ-like. sigh. is work killing my soul?
then just now derric ask me so donald still got ask u out for dinner. just kept quiet dunno how to answer sia. pai seh. haha. it's alwez like tt. if u're not the person involved u'll tease n joke but when the person is u u wish they'll all just keep their mouths shut. y r we all like that.
Unknown at 12:21 am