Tuesday, February 17, 2004
had a really enjoyable day today. felt so relaxed and as if i had breathing space. past few days i've been lacking in slp n struggling to stay alert at work. feel really bogged down. stupid evelyn(our boss' nickname) keep asking us to research on stuff which we haf no leads. n i'm the kind of person who needs to discuss what i've found out with ppl to learn more. through the exchange of ideas i learn but because he's more experienced n noes a lot more stuff he feels as though we're just asking him for an answer to get the easy way out. dunno. really tiring.. i wanna quit but yet i wanna stay on for the server project. i'll quit after the server project. or til i cannot take it anymore. anyway today he interviewed 2 girls. hopefully he accepted both then at least i can quit knowing that i din leave when we were so shorthanded. although it's nobody's fault n he can't control when we leave but i dun like the idea of leaving knowing that everyone else will be stretched to the ends. Don't feel that it's responsible too.
anyway went to the dentist today filled up the holes in my teeth n then went sentosa to suntan n slack n then later went to use the voucher that auntie jasmine gave me to do hair treatment. feel so relaxed. think i badly need a rest. beginning to loathe going to work. but dunno if it's due to the fatigue or wad.
Unknown at 9:48 pm