Tuesday, February 17, 2004
realised that i rarely have time to do what i want. maybe i shd just stick to those 9-5 jobs n lead a mundane life. at least i get a fulfilling social life. recently got this volunteering project. i really wanan help but it's like every sunday but every alternate sunday is my off day n i haf to give it up for some little kid. i mean it's like i noe this time could b put to better use but i just feel that i dun haf enuf time for everything that i wanna do. plus i noe i alwez haf a habit of burning out. n i seriously dun feel like giving up my every fortnightly sunday off day to someone else. i feel a bit robbed of time. although i noe the rewards of seeing these little children smiling n playing happily would b more fulfilling than me watching animes at home. sigh. hafta do something abt my time mgmt skills. n maybe trim down those stuff which is unneccessary. time is made not given. argh. hate this.
Unknown at 10:00 pm