Thursday, March 18, 2004
went clubbing at zouk, mambo. despite my professed hatred for mambo i still go. on the rare occasions like my fren frm sec sch whom i haven't met in a long time, gloria. such a lucky girl, damn envious of her now. she's driving a car bought with her own money. but she sign on lar so the money is not an issue but it's like wahh..... with her own money!!!! but her dad chose the car. i alwez feel her life is v controlled by her parents n tt she's living the life her parents want her to live rather than her own life. but then again who am i judge, maybe that's what works best for them. sigh. then reached zouk entrance saw the apple centre guy. there's this apple centre right down the stretch on my office on the same level. whenever i see him i just feel like punching his face. so sorry well i just so happened to not very like his face lar. then saw matthew. matthew whom i tried to get to know but failed(loooong ago). bahhaha so malu. i wonder if he'll say anything to levi. highly doubt so. even then i guess it's no longer of any relevance to me. he's attached i've got my own life which i'm happy with. sigh i miss ah fai quite a fair bit. no clubbing partner. this guy goes chionging like early everyday. if i go chiong n i feel bored n i call him he'll definitely come down n keep my company. no matter how much sometimes his antics irritate me. sigh.. people leaving.. dunno if going on to uni would b possible.. and also wonder if that would make any changes to my life in terms of social circle wise. feel little dead now.. it's like my frenz r stagnant but then knowing people kinda zaps ur energy. going to type my resignation letter on friday evelyn is pissing me off badly i think he should be able to sense my growing rebelliousness nowadays he throw his temper i show black face keep quiet, don't reply let him grumble n mumble on then he'll go back inside to do his work. sometimes i think he's just doing it to provoke a response out of us, but sometimes our response just bursts his ego which only irks him more so haha. shall just keep me mouth shut that's a good idea. tomorrow going for the asiapac conquest then we're renting a chalet to stay over. wonder what the hell r we going to do. sigh. just live one day at a go huh.
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