Sunday, March 14, 2004
Today got really pissed off. Maybe I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. First thing in the morning I had running nose so I took clarinase n then hoped tt it would clear. It did partially til i tried to take a nap in the train. After i woke up i felt worse than before. Really drowsy and miserably sick. Then reached the convention hall at 11, set up everything and realised the part timers were still not here yet. Feeling rather pissed off but oh well we managed without them. Then by 12 i messaged another of the part timer. Then he told me he just woke up and that he was rushing down. Fine, I didn't have a choice did I? But i thought he most probably was really tired and really overslept. Then when he reached put up that kind of bochap attitude, ask him to do things also a bit unwilling. Then later asked him to give out brochures at the entrance with me. I was giving out for some time then I realised, eh he was missing looked around couldn't find him. oh wtf i thought tired also so i came back n found him at the booth giving me that kind of stoned face. It's like no manners izzit? Even though i'm younger than you, i'm still in charge, couldn't you have the least bit of courtesy to at least say i go back first or whatever. Then later on started collecting orders for motivation food seeing how tired and sad we all were. Coz the score at that point was 5-1 or 5-2. Obviously we were losing n i can see that everyone seemed to feel lousy. so decided to take orders for coffee bean n yami yoghurt. Bad choice. Later after bringing back food for everyone no long after evelyn arrived. then he head count n said that how come one of the part timers was missing. apparently this attitude guy earlier on just left when i asked him to let alvin noe that he had to go n bring his mother to see doctor. dunno how true it was lar. i'm v naive and i like to believe that inherently everyone has their own side of their story. but this was really too much, It was being plain irresponsible. hello?!! you totally didn't even give a hoot about me telling u to let alvin noe that you were leaving. or were you really deaf. then nvm. later calvin decides to tell tales. Telling evelyn that our staff got so much free time to go n buy coffee bean burger king etc. it was so blardy loud and i was around. when i was collecting orders he still can joke n say y nvr buy for me.. n i did double check with him if he wanted anything. like wow now huh. if it's my fault just let me know lar. it's not as if this is the first time you were working with me. plus i'm inexperienced and i'm alwez ready to accept my mistakes and learn. feel so damn pissed off. like wad's ur blardy problem man. if you don't like it just tell me in the face lar. and if u wanna say so loudly wad's the diff between telling it to my face and trying to blast my boss for it. evelyn had nothing to do with this and i am the one he should be confronting. This only just revealed two things, 1 - blardy fucking backstabber he was, 2 - how ineffective he was as a communicator.
Learned so many things about the real world. then mr lee was saying that the irresponsible guy left because me n alvin didn't manage him right. which i admit is true, just that to me it's a case of if u wanna do u do, if u dun wanna do dun gimme fuck face and give attitude. just b responsible n leave n let me know. but sigh... managing people. i hate doing that. like walau must crack my brains to think of nice words and ways to keep this person motivated. grrr. not my style but sigh hafta learn. that's how the real world is. can't u just sack them all?? haha. lazy evil me. lol. save me the trouble.
Unknown at 1:33 am