Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Rhetorics
The irony is, the sweet little boy did talk to her and my heart twitched a little. I also looked at it from a 3rd person perspective, trying to figure out what kind of a strange creature i am. I really dunno what am i doing this for, afterall their relationship has ended. Maybe i just want to reaffirm my status that i am a nice person, big and magnanimous.
Women are such strange creatures, almost fathomable. Maybe because we can't see beyond our actions and its consequences that it may bring. Our innate ability to weave emotions into every little single action. Our maybe it is just me.
But if you look at it for the sake of her, maybe my suggestion wasn't the most helpful thing. What she really does need is to get him out of her system. But the next question then begs, can we ever get anyone out of our system, or do we simply replace it with memories of another.
But who am i to judge what's best for her eh. But happy is as happy goes. Why turn myself into any other predictable petty woman, when i am so not such a person. Silly me. My only hope is that, he's doing it not just to make me feel happy, but at least for some personal reasons of trying to keep a friendship because there was a friendship worth keeping, or something along those lines.
Although it still beats me why that was the immediate reaction. I have no idea, no idea at all.
Unknown at 1:42 am