Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I hope you dance
Finally, the presentation is over. What seemed like a lost cause in the end turned out better than we expected. Frankly i thought our presentation was quite disorganized unlike other groups which lumped the different questions by each segment, whereas we answered each question by each question. So it looked like ours really were just lumped to answer her question without really much sense of coherence, ended up to be the way she wanted. Exactly. My, what a relief there considering the last minute panic setting in when we realised how neat and organised the other group's presentation was. So, that's 2 down for counselling, with the exams left to go.
2 more 1500 word reports by monday. Oh lord help me. Plus I'll be busy for the next 3 days with other stuff. Guess i have to pull up my socks really high and get working pronto with me operating at max speed. After that the 80 MCQ for the exams and we'll be all settled for my Bachelors. I can finally heave a sigh in relief.
The last month has been tortuorous to me. With the last block having to cope with 2 modules, and one with very theory intensive stuff i am almost going bonkers. Things going on in my life, friends (more like the lack of them, although i don't blame them), etc. I really want to take a break from everything. Just me doing things by myself, relaxing, rejuvenating, finding back the original me and sorting out things in my life. Yeah i guess i'd like that a lot. But i am going to intern, of some sorts and then there'll be no time for me to do all that.
My mother got the bumper thing from the 2nd accident i had settled. She went down to Kia to find the fella and got him to replace it like he agreed. I wish i were more like her and my brother, who can face confrontation, unlike me the softie that cries at everything. Yes, underneath the 'garang', nothing can stop me, Dawne, is the girl who cries and cowers in the face of confrontation. Add the recent month's stress to my personality, and you get an unbeatable combination of emotional lability. Somehow i can't seem to shake off a lot of things off my back. I wish i were more me in the past, or have i changed, and that those parts of me aren't going to come back anymore? I don't really know, and at this moment i'm too tired to take on that question.
Unknown at 6:14 pm