Saturday, May 22, 2004

Sigh i'm ultra bored. i wish i were out clubbing, but i'm totally broke. waiting for my pay to come in before next wednesday hopefully so that i can go for layo n bushwhacka next saturday. i think i'm a converted chiongster, now i hope i dun get into uni coz if i do i wun be able to keep up with my current lifestyle. hurhur. lifestyle over studies huh. no lar gotta be practical. really wonder what the hell i wanna do with my life. can't i just get the fuck over and done with it man. people bugging me bugging me bugging me. tomorrow going for big walk, gonna meet esther 7 at kallang mrt station, have a huge feeling i wun be able to wake up in time. damn. now the more i think about it the more i dun see the point in walking 7km. if not for my frenz i highly doubt so. i mean initially there was the excitement of going for the big walk, that was the big picture. then u see yourself perspiring and being squashed in the 10000 strong crowd. not so appealing anymore. damn. bad choice. remind me never ever to go for the big walk.

Unknown at 10:33 pm