Monday, May 17, 2004
sigh life's so boring. a few questions that has been racing past my mind lately
1) happiness or career? (will i be lucky enough to have both?)
2) what car shoudl mummy get?
3) when will i get my driving license? sorry i'm too slow lar. too much of a slacker
4) should i retake my SATs?? heard someone saying tt usually on the 2nd or 3rd try u get ur best results.. argh now the kiasu singaporean in me is panicking..
haha feel tired ultra tired. so blur during driving lessons, couldn't get my vertical & parallel parking right. sigh.. but because the previous time i was using another model so slightly different. then forgot a lot of things. damn i think i'm relying too much on my buffer memory. i haf this bad habit of remembering things that are really important otherwise stuff that i learn or wadever goes into the buffer. basically this buffer let's me act intelligent for the few moments til i parses out all the data. haha. efficient eh. no need to retain all the things u need to noe coz u hafta unlearn it anyway. if it's a life or death situation u'll remember it by heart no worries. so this method is very efficient. haha. talking cock now. then this morning was thinking i actually dun haf an exact personality of my own. i am a mirror of other people's actions & behaviour or maybe i;m too worried abt other's impressions of me. and i'm a huge energy sucker. i'll reflect your energy level. so if u're like damn hyper and etc etc i'll b the same. if u're quiet.. ok maybe i do haf a bit of my personality here. haha. i guess i'm noisy just a matter of how noisy. yay!!! wooo i haf a character. sadness. haha. lameness i'm too tired. anyway had dunkin donuts for dinner & a slice of cheese. it's been a long time since i ate slices of cheese. yum yum.
Unknown at 11:15 pm