Monday, May 17, 2004

went to watch van helsing again. This time round with tse wei, my poly classmate whom i've not seen for a year. junjie was saying must b ur this fren v long time never meet alreadie rite, confirm go n watch movie wan rite. this is the "long-time no meet frenz" routine. haha. sigh say until so bad. at least i meet him more often now. it's alwez like that, i'll only meet up v often with my girlfrenz. guy frenz. err u r alwez less impt, unless u're up in the ranks with my girlfrenz then u haf the power to make me shuffle my schedules. anyway it felt as though it was only a few months ago that we were back in poly. only when i was talking to junjie saying that hmm this fren i haven't met for a long time... since after our exams which wa like a year ago. then i realised the impact. one year has passed and i'm still lost. absolutely lost in my life. career or happiness? it's a major dilemma. the decision i make now also decides my future lifestyle. if i were to pick career it means working in jobs i might not neccessarily enjoy but that i excel in and gives me the opportunity to move up the corporate ladder. the other would be to do things that i really enjoy. money will most probably an issue i might face here though, might but not definitely. sigh. decisions decisions decisions. oh yah and noy buoght dunkin donuts back for me from jb. so sweet of her. she actually bought a box of it for me. sigh.. sometimes i wonder what did i do to deserve such lovely frenz. god i love them.

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