Saturday, May 22, 2004
The post below was not something that i find totally true but i guess to a certain extent something that i wanna apply to my life. feel too selfish lately and hot tempered, esp after i kinda stopped communicating with god. but there was one quote that i heard about religion "I never believe in religion because they alwez ask u to take sides and say mine's better" which struck me as true. it's alwez the case which kinda made me tired and weary. i dunno maybe i just dun haf tt kinda determination or strong faith. anyway last night at huili's birthday poolside party i met mavic, haha pretty surprised to see him there but it was nice to meet someone u haven't seen in a long time. although i haf to admit i didn't really talk much to him. hurhur. sorry my fren should haf spent more time talking to you. realised that i'm bad at PR. the other day i saw william & ace from techpac, william's in SIS now. but they were my suppliers previously whom i liased pretty often, then it's like u noe salesppl are supposed to be damn good at PR. well apparently when i had the chance to disappear i just did. it's like hello how've u been and a little of chitter chatter n *poof*, usually with suppliers we're supposed to like really engage n talk etc. but sigh just not me. it's like i couldn't think of any topic. so just happily walked off. sigh. PR PR. anyway huili has this fren claire wooo she's a hot babe. think she's mixed speaks with a slang. but oh well. babe period. haha. *slurp* then met ronnie supposed to go drinking but lamer of him comp kenna virus. lately i feel v cursed esp after i joined my new company everything i touch will definitely go wrong, my pc on the first day kenna virus, the day before billy was supposed to leave for NZ he passed the network to me, the network screwed up (another case of virus), yest i plugged the notebook tt my boss passed to me, network down. why? virus. then ronnie's comp? virus. woohooo virus seems to cling on to me wherever i go man. sigh. bad bad bad. so instead of going drinking, he sent me home. a bit bo liao but well nice of him. he's such a blur n farni fella. sigh. cockster.
anyway went swimming earlier on on, feeling sleepy now. then had shrooms burger meal for lunch.. soo shiok. after a tiring swim and haf a burger meal that's cheap. yum. i love this life. i feel healthier after working here. i get the chance to go jogging on weeknights(coz i dun like jogging too late) and swimming on weekends. although i had the chance to go swimming on my off days previously, i dun get the chance to jog. plus food's cheap at tekka market. dirt cheap. so i eat lots of fruits. i mean look a totally healthy lifestyle. n cheap to boot. now if only i can control my spending a little more. haha. later i'm supposed to go n give out pamphlets with my mother door to door. sigh. tired now but if i dun help her who will. gotta sweep the floor. i haven't. hurhur. she's so gonna scream at me later. tomorrow big walk. gonna be a tiring weekend but enjoyable. no clubbing tonight. otherwise esther will kill me tomorrow. feel as though i'm neglecting esther a little bit. Anyway i gotta update my blog layout soon. been too lazy, wanna add stuff like movies to watch list & wish list and etc n etc. haha.
Unknown at 3:10 pm