Thursday, September 04, 2003
went zouk last night. after one flaming lamborghini i started feeling high. damn. alcohol tolerance dropped to an all time low. retro sucked big time. we ended up going over to phuture and dancing to r&b. for once i actually like r&b. haha. sadness. danced like silly and we all enjoyed ourselves. woohoo.
graduation ceremony earlier this afternoon. 11.30 then i started thinking of what to wear for my graduation. n luckily within 10minutes i managed to put together a decent outfit. not easy when u have a new shirt n u realise that u need to wear something inside coz it's too translucent and then u can't find something to wear inside and then after finally managing to put together something decent u need a bag. hhaa. but being brilliant me i managed to do it. thankfully. -phew- today shall be unabashed self-praising. haha. during the graduation ceremony i felt so proud seeing all my friends going up to collect their diplomas. took lots of photos after that. will miss many of these friends that i've made in the past 3 years. then after the ceremony emi commented that my brother look so handsome now. lol. what can i say.
the more i tell myself i wanna be closer to god the more i feel that i'm lying to myself. i mean yeah in a way i wanna be closer to god. but there's an ulterior motive. to get closer to levi. damnit. getting this achy feeling. i hate it. but it shall pass. confused. bleah. today i'm in a good mood. shan't spoil that.
Unknown at 10:45 pm