Tuesday, August 19, 2003
off days. my ultimate pleasures. that's the only thing i yearn for during working days besides a sales that is. really enjoy myself and really treasure my off days. just slacking and watching anime at home is good enuf for me. that's like pure relaxation. i wonder if i should get a new job. and if i do have saturdays and sundays off would i still treasure it as much. i think i would. there's no such thing as too much of a holiday. hehehe. there are times when i do feel like doing something else besides a holiday. but there's another issue altogether. wondering if i shd get a new job. have to plan whether i wanna study. wad i wanna study. i'm too fickle minded i keep changing my mind. sadness. if only i were more decisive. it's alright. i'll have to make the right decision and stick with it. dun wanna regret it anyway.
went ktv to celebrate jeremy's farewell to civilian life, welcome 11B. lol. then ate n then sat at coffee club express to chit chat. esther's my dear girl. i really love her to bits. we can just ignore the rest of the world and talk. actually i do love a lot of people just that my time mgmt's not that good so alwez dun haf time for everyone. if only i could live with the bare neccessities and then dun work so hard and just enjoy my life with the people i love. that's great isn't it. doing things you enjoy. sigh. i wish i could and maybe if i accelerate my earning capabilities to the point where the amt of hours u put in is inversely proportional to how much you earn. haha i'd like that. i'd work less and enjoy more. but with more cash on hard. hah. day dreaming. maybe it will happen but not now i guess. sigh. sigh sigh. gotta go get some rest gotta work tomorrow. life continues but i will not give up the fight to improve myself and b a better me. =)
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