Thursday, July 03, 2003
did housework today. quite a fair bit of it as well. i usually complain if i have to do a lot of hsework but i din mind coz at least my mother said wad has to be done all at one go. coz i dun really like to do hsework though i dun mind but if u tell me okay mop the floor n wash the dishes then mentally i'm tuned to after mopping the floor and washing the dishes i'm done i can rest and relax n when she adds something later on i get irritated. coz it's like there goes my earlier rest and the y-couldn't-u-haf-told-me-earlier-thought. dun really wanna work i think i prefer slacking and being a part time housewife. somehow i wonder if i'll truly be able to enjoy the job. long hours and sales. something which i thought i will nvr do. becoz i alwez felt that it's something i dun do well in. anyway i've accepted the challenge. i hope i do well. not for the money but to be able to conquer the challenge izzit conquer the challenge? win the challenge? wadever. i want a palmtop. or maybe a 40cent notebook will do. haha.
collected the photos from ain din bring enuf marnee.. so malu. then owed her $2+. bleah. MALU.... but i din expect 3 sets of photos. i only expected zhong rui n mine. excused. heh.
went for athena's bbq. actually i'm not close to her. she's actually esther's neighbor so yar. and i noe her more as an acquaintance than a friend. different wavelength as well. anyway we went there n she served us food. she reminds me of me. the alwez-there host. whatever u need i'll get for u darling. it doesn't matter if i go hungry as long as u're well fed darling. man we're so alike on that. heh. but one thing is it's so obvious she's the only one doing the cooking. hello there were so many guys there couldn't they haf helped. anyway they were being asses. then when athena was pouring drinks for us someone threw one packet of plastic cups over. it didn't hit us but somehow i just felt really irritated. i turned around and glared in their direction. then they apologised. if not i guess they would haf just kept quiet. it's really unlike me. i'm usually the gracious guest, thanking ppl n saying sorry for inconveniencing them etc. but today no. i dun give a damn. although we make fun of athena at times. it's more of when she's afraid of things then we imitate her voice tt kinda stuff. we wanna push her to b more confident. not exactly very well-justified but u can tell the difference between us and them. they were totally making use of her. it's like she's the maid. poor girl. this afternoon before i met esther i jokingly asked if there were cute guys. then she said athena say haf. when we reached there yes saw one or two cute guys. not v cute but passable(who am i to judge, but whatever who gives a damn). anyway after what they did to athena. big black mark. not cute anymore. even if u looked like takeshi kaneshiro or brad pitt or whoever. if u bully my friend, even if she's just an acquaintance whom i make fun of at times, i will protect her. if he din say sorry earlier on i would haf went over and gave him a tight slap. so what if i ruin 2 girls birthday parties. they look like 2 bimbotic bitches anyway.
dun worry she doesn't read my blog. and even if she does, athena u deserve better frenz than them. n i'm sorry for making fun of you.
Unknown at 1:45 am