Saturday, June 28, 2003
my plans of spending the entire day watching animes was dashed when after breakfast with su, noy din come coz she had to go to sch, my mother called n said tt my brother's nanny was admitted into hospital. n her situation's quite bad. she might go anytime soon. then she'll bring the death toll to 3 of the people i know who died this year. when u are close to 20 everyone around you starts to die soon so dun blame me for my fixation with death. but she looked so frail and suffered that i broke down. although i noe i'm a cry baby but it really pains to see someone you know who doted on you actually reduced to such a state. limp and fragile is not used to describe only hair. i hope she gets her rest soon at least she won't suffer no more. n poor zhong rui who keeps writing letters to me in obs must b damn sad to receive only 1 letter from me throughout the entire 21 days despite him sending 3. or maybe there's more. haven't opened the letterbox regularly. bleargh. gonna watch some animes translate some jap shite and sleep early. expedition tomorrow. all 7 hours against the tide. I hope the instructor was joking but i doubt so. he can't tell a joke. not farni. like me. but i still manage to make ppl larf. heh.
Unknown at 9:35 pm