Saturday, June 28, 2003
i think too much, talk too much, do things without thinking of the consequences, too frank at times. sometimes my brutal honesty is to drive people away. realised emi and esther r like the closest gf i've had. it's weird. i've nvr had close gfs. i drift. at times i hate it but i cannot stay in a place for too long. it gives ppl the chance to hurt u. i can't stand the way i am. well at least my friendships now seem more "normal". I still remember what noy said to me once or was it what i said to her. We're so close only becoz we stay so near each other. those were the times when we sat at the staricase and talked. haha. even then we still managed to drift. i'm not saying it's good or bad nor blaming anyone. it's just .. i haf no idea how to explain this feeling. i dunno what to say anymore. tired. nvm brekkie wif su and noy later.. photos and bag. hope i dun forget the photos.
Unknown at 3:09 am