Thursday, December 26, 2002
just came back from emi brother's wake. so sad he's only 17 and he died from cancer. what a waste.but what was scary was that i went to the toilet and then before i stepped out of the toilet after i was done i looked into the mirror and this thought flashed into my mind "what if that is the last time you saw yourself?" wah that was scary sumore when i was coming home i left with an uneasy feeling. til now i still feel uneasy. i told ken about it n he just kept quiet din say anything to reassure me. how nice. oh n noy went jb no wonder i din hear from her. was wondering what happened to her so quiet lately. thought she doesn't want me anymore.
Unknown at 9:03 pm