Wednesday, October 30, 2002
sometimes the person who knows you more than the others may not be the one closest to you. yep scored rather high on do you know me test for gor. scored high enuf. more than most of his frenz i guess. but so i'm not even remotely close to him. how many friends do i have that to them i'm just a fleeting memory, the friend whom i was close to once but then drifted away, the friend whom i cared for but i never let you knew. i won't be surprised if i did a count and there'll be so many of them. why? i'm sad. the people i'm close to may be furthest away from me and the people whom i care most are most probably pushed aside by me.
Q: if you could be someone else for one day who would you be?
A: a guy. so that i can fuck around and not be deemed a slut.
maybe my friendships and relationships are all fuck-n-go not literally but figuratively. just get the job done and say bye. be ur friend ur shoulder to cry on n when u've dried ur tears we'll move on. say bye to each other. n without knowing that that could be your very last good bye to me.
i think there's something very wrong with me. can somebody please tell me.
Sometimes you don't have to change the entire world, touching one life is more than enough.Unknown at 12:46 am