Sunday, October 20, 2002
rainy day..... if only i could have slept more in the afternoon. supposed to meet the gurls at 4 so had to drag myself out from bed even though i didn't get a single bit of sleep in that supposed planned 45min nap. got to city hall within 50 minutes. spent 10 minutes in the toilet due to a blardy freaking long and slow queue. then finally vivian appeared at 4.40pm. Got quite pissed off in the mean time. 4.50pm shar called eh we go ps fish & co. lar. kaoz. argh!!!! go there spent a long time trying to order food. had a waiter who insists that the seafood platter for two is enuf for us. we insisted on one and who ended up with their bellies darn full? US. trying to con us izzit. asshole.
Got nice prezzies. A purple floral skirt which shows my belly(big, flabby one), a pair of pants ( too tight to be true, apparently the gurls think i have a 24 inch waist. sorry to disappoint u gurls. wo bu zheng qi), a super transclucent top 3 pairs of super duper colourful undies. the only thing tt doesn't show up my flaws when i wear it is the top, which obviously i have to wear something under it, besides my bra that is.
My ang pao money getting lesser and lesser. haiz sadly still a pauper. thought of getting oakley sunnies. but, it'll be for show off only. so nice..nvm wishing for it is good enough. i alwez love to do that. wishing that i have this and have that. but i alwez live without it. when i have it, i alwez feel tt actually i dun really need it. if i compare myself with the kids along the roads of cambodia i guess i'm way more luckier than them anytime. feel so sad that life is never fair.
Fear less, hope more, eat less, chew more, whine less, breathe more, talk less, say more, hate less, love more and all good things will be yours.
Unknown at 11:07 pm