Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Like the waves crashing
I now know how the death of a closed one feels like. It hits you like a wave as you stand by the shoreline. You know as you stand by the shore waiting for the waves to crash on you? It comes and then the waves ebb, and then it hits you again, ebbs and hits you again, repeat ad infinitum. Just when you think you're strong enough to stand there without falling, it rams right into you toppling you over.
It's just painfully upsetting to know that we were supposed to bring her out for her birthday this saturday, but it'll never happen. Anymore. It's not a oh she's not feeling well, we won't bring her out this time. It's set in stone and can't be erased.
Unknown at 9:46 pm