Sunday, September 24, 2006

Empty room

You know how friends start asking you whether you're gonna get married soon, when you hit 20-something. It's weird, but yeah i'm starting to get used to it. So i started thinking what it would be like if i got married. Apparently i started thinking backwards. I thought of how i'd tell my kids in future that i used to stay in this room at your grandparent's house. Then i realised that i'd have to pack all my stuff and move it to my new house and leave my room empty or half empty. Then i realised, marriage is a SERIOUS thing. I know, my thoughts are a little way off track. But yeah, especially when i have a few friends who have gotten married earlier, it is such a big step. Which of course i'm not prepared to take anytime soon. Maybe it's the thought of vacating my room and leaving my parents to live alone. Well anyway luckily i did realise it early, because i tend to jump in with my eyes closed to most things. Plus people always say when you hit a certain milestone it changes you for life, but most milestones that i've been through haven't really been life changing. Well til the thought of that. Now, it really scares me. Oh well i'm not due for that yet, thankfully.

This is what happens when you fall terribly sick and start to sleep too much and think weird stuff. I still think it's coz of the empty room.

Unknown at 2:13 pm