Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Survival needs no such thing as trust
I just realised, if i were still good friends with one of my pals back in school, i'd most probably be hanging out with different friends now. Don't worry i'm not bemoaning about my current group of friends, it's just a very interesting thought. I'd most probably be quite a different person too, with quite different interests and different lifestyle. Looking back, maybe that was a really smart choice then. I don't really know if that is the kind of life i would really look back in the future and delight in retelling them to my kids. Maybe i would, because i would be a different person, having different perspectives. Although essentially some parts of me would remain the same, like not regretting in what i've done and not done and living life to the fullest and not fearing death, then again can i ever say that? For all i know i would be very different. But that's all based on assumptions ainnit. My assumption on her lifestyle, interests and friends. Til then, i guess i have a lot of catching up with lots of people to do. And yes, Don't assume.
But that episode also taught me a lot, at the end of the day friendship is all bullshit, when it comes to crunchtime it will always be me over you. Survival needs no such thing as trust.
Unknown at 6:00 pm