Wednesday, July 20, 2005
I feel like shit inside
There is a churn of emotions in me. It's hard to explain, and i don't know where it's coming from and where it's going. Feels scary. I don't think i can take this ride alone. But who do you bring along on a trip like that? My attempting to sleep earlier than my usual bedtime isn't helping the situation either. I feel like a wave swept me along, a lost surfer out at sea, with her surfboard just drifting, floating, helpless, lost, confused. -weep-
Unknown at 2:25 am