Sunday, June 19, 2005

Project (B)anishing (F)inancial (D)eficit & Cocoa Telepathic Transmissions

And then i found out someone's in a worse financial situation than me now. Feel bad, ought to have asked her to keep the money the other day. And now i know how generous my friends are as compared to me. Reminds me of the quarrel that one of us had when we were back in school. Especially considering how i squandered it away last night. Yep you got it mahjong. Last night it finally struck me, out of the many times i've played at jonathan's place, i've never won money, the closest i came to was breaking even. $0.00!!! That is a wrong equation. So i've decided it's high time i stop this gambling habit, despite it being an addictive game that stimulates your brain cells, it is still gambling. A vice that gripped maybe half of my dad's life. I'm not going the same way down so that's it, i'll stick to the computer mahjong, or maybe where the bets are smaller. And especially seeing the hard work in saving all that money gone down the drain like that. It feels so wrong, like it's a wrongdoing to yourself for all that discipline and effort put it. But luckily my mum gave me and my brother $50 just now while at Taka for us to shop, so i'm gonna keep that to buy presents for people and try to bring back the deficit back to zero ASAP.

Bumped into noy earlier, such a coincidence, especially when she sms-ed me if i was home earlier but i had already left the house to have lunch with my mum & bro @ Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. Bumped into her at Zara, haha our paths cross again. Maybe we truly are telepathic. My supposed twin or smtg, although we're a few yrs apart and of different race. But hey telepathy transcends all that doesn't it?! Another telepathic transmission, was wondering when Twelve was coming back from Taiwan and guess what i see him online now. Lol. I think it's the Jurong West residents, we're slowly turning into robots with some radio transmission device implanted into our brains. I bet it's the cocoa smell thing, it's slowly turning all of us into some zombie or something.

Was reading the sunday new paper about the naked blogger or sarongpartygirl as her blog is known and personally i find the hooha very amusing. It's just breasts, period. I've been following her blog for sometime and personally i find her very intellectual, despite all the lurid details. But look it's not as if women's magazines nowadays are any less of an evil. Magazine covers with bold headlines about sex & positions, sex & how to do it better, sex & yadayadayahyah. And we know of people who pose nude for artists, we know of people who pose nude for the wedding photos, what's new?! It only shows for boring singaporean lives are that we love to make a mountain out of a molehill. It's someone else's life, not yours, not your daughter, not your younger sis, so leave her be. Plus i think she has a pretty good head on her shoulders, although a bit skewed for some, but i think she knows how to reason how she should lead her life for herself. And again, why try to teach someone else how to run their lives when you can't even handle yours. I wish i could bitchslap all these narrowminded people. Pathetic.

Unknown at 4:49 pm