Thursday, October 07, 2004

Was yakking to one of my primary school friend whom we've drifted apart after secondary school. I guess we simply live in different worlds, different thinking. And she was complaining about some subscription fee to this gym( i think it shd b a public gym) which is $5 a month so she's been paying for it for the past 10mths. So she was comparing herself to the ppl who work in the govt sector if they go for boxercise lessons they pay $0.50 (yeah peanuts, that's where our taxes are going to i swear) while my friend has to fork out $2 per lesson plus the $5 every month. So she's like quite unhappy, but like hello, that is freaking cheap, not everything in singapore's gonna cost peanuts to you ya know. Here I am shelling out $83 per month. Plus u pay for what u use, which is a pretty fair and practical model. Hey no money run around the tracks lar. Dunno or maybe i'm just being a rich bitch here. With too much money to spare. Sometimes i think i do have more money than my peers, but it doesn't mean shit. I share my money, i buy food, buy treats. I dunno maybe it's just to appease my guilt for being slightly more well off. Life sucks doesn't it. Got money, gotta act humble be generous. So we're all equal, social communism. We try to make ourselves blend in. I say we should just be happy with our lot. If you have a friend who's more well off, live with it. Just because my friend has more money in his pockets i don't expect him to pay for what i ought to. It's not that i'm saying i'm being taken advantage of but just that i feel that we all should be treated equally no matter the diff between our pocket depths. Easier said than done. Sigh. Birthday prep's coming along, keeping me busy no time to blog except for this rant. Gotta spend more time blogging about my enjoyable weekend. Hur. I love my life. Don't i always? Heh. -BIG GRIN- nights gotta wake up early to send my granny to see the doc. Appointed driver of the day for tomorrow, ahmad must sleep early otherwise cannot wake up earlie.

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