Thursday, January 16, 2003
have been taking care of my sick bf for the past 2 days. he was down wif fever and flu. poor fella in hostel n he can't take care of himself so i have to take care of him. not a have to but i just want to. maybe to tell myself yeah he's really someone u're willing to make sacrifices(waking up at 5.30 to get breakfast for him n went thru a bit of truoble here n there only to realised i was locked out. stuff like tt.) i did the getting dinner for him, making sure he sees the doctor takes his medicine like some faithful wife. n u noe wad i truly really do love him. before that i was wondering if i was totally numb n whether i love him or nort. well now i noe. n i'm happy about it. i'm no longer numb. yay. lots of things to say but it's not meant for words. certain things are just felt. awww.... i'm in lurrrve..
Unknown at 12:51 am