Saturday, January 11, 2003
haiz my posts went missing again. hate this. all the time!!! grr. do you have any idea how much time and concentration it took me to sit down and type all this and all you had to do was expire the silly session you dumbass! grr. just leave the session thingy alone!!!!! alrite ranting and raving. yest's post was about all the nice things i did yesterdat now it'd seem a little tainted wouldn't it. urgh. just do this to me.
anyway... gor's blog is up again. hip hip hurrah.
yesterday i decided not to give in to my guilt of not doing my fyp and staying at home and so i went out to enjoy myself. since i won't be getting anything done i mite as well enjoy myself rather than moping around the entire day at home and lead a loser life. so met amos to go town and walk around but before that we treated ourselves to a yummy lunch at spageddies. baked blackened baby lobster which had me itching the entire nite but it doesn't matter i wun mind eating it again. it was a set lunch so it came wif dessert: brownies!!! haha yum yum. finished lunch we went over to HMV in town. blew $37 on a carl cox CD. somehow it sounded better in the shop coz of the subwoofer n effects. grr nvm. n it cost twice my lunch. there goes my shopping money tt i tried soooo hard to save. i truly did try very hard to save u noe tt. haiz. well it's all gone anyway. but nvm i like the CD it got me wanting to go clubbing again when i heard it. woohoo shiok. then went far east n ate fried wanton n you char kuey. yumyum. then on the way home guess who i saw?! xudai. he's my ex-bf. yeah u must b wondering wait how many ex-bf does this girl haf?!! alrite i confess many but the duration is freaking short like 1 week plus, 2-3 weeks tt kind. uh-huh u get my point. anyway he spotted me first coz apparently i din notice him, alrite i did i thought wow who's tt in that bandana , coz usually sg guys r not so kewl and the only other person whom i noe who looks kewl wif bandana is joshua but tt's another story(nah i dun like him relax), alrite yeah talking bout this xudai guy. he disappeared frm my life for quite some time lar then when he saw me he was surprised i din recognise him. i mean like what you're some damn good looking guy meh?!! alrite he's considered the better or best looking of all my ex-bfs but he's still not gd looking enuf. anyway chit chat n he said oh he's working where blah blah blah, c u ard. yeah like how the hell m i gonna contact u? i deleted his number anyway. and i dun intend to look for him at where he's working. first thing y would i wanna look for u fer. it's not the bitchy ex-gf thing u noe it's just i'm sorry i can't stand it if u claim u wanna b frenz n then assume tt everything is fine from then on n no need to put in effort. tt's wad i despise most. plus he gave a lame reason when we broke off. alrite 2nd pt it's boat quay for gdness sake!!! u think i go there n watch soccer at the pubs izzit. goondu babi.
oh clarify myself a bit i dun like it when i break up wif my bf n then he says yeah b frenz n then totally thinks tt oh i'll just sms or call her once in a veeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong while. i dun care what you think but that's the way i hate it. i dun mind if we haf a cooling off period n then we become close frenz again. aiyah basically the way he tries to b frenz wif me is rather insincere lar simply put. haiz. wasted all my effort and energy. see lar. just to talk all this nonsense. insincere bastard. there tt's a lot easier.
Unknown at 11:29 am