Sunday, October 13, 2002
been wanting to write something since...... was it friday?? wait lemme check again. yepz friday was it. lemme refresh my memory. friday. went for agm, no no lemme start from 5am in the morning. got up at an ungodly hour for work. going to rewire da closet ma man. Took the blardy taxi forgot to take receipt. how smart. great start for the day!!
finished at 1. slept, woke up, still sleepy if not for presentation n awards i wudn't haf gone. No it's not my award presentation but other people's awards were with me. agm was bleah boring maybe due to the fact i dun really like mag much. no reason just tt she's too nice. pretty, sweet & wif the rest of the world falling head over heels in love with her. Maybe i'm just jealous. on the train i was focusing so hard on my plan to destroy myself. Was planning to dye my hair ash blue, cut it short and go smoking and do silly stuff to wreck my life once again like what i did in my good ol' secondary school days. quite scary the amount of intensity i had at tt moment. if only i had that amount of intensity to when i'm doing other stuff.
thanks jason for caring. nvr thought u really cared considering ur devil may care ways.went out wif noi. guess she wasn't feeling very alrite. yeap alrite's the word too lazy to think of another word. Listened to her. sometimes life is a bitch. When we were on our way to 7-11 i had to shout at someone staring at us. how nice of me. imagine someone shouting at you for looking at them in the middle of the night okay not in the middle of the night. this bitch must be looking for trouble man. then again did i care? no. went to 7-11 tons of ppl there for reasons i do not know y. maybe i do but i'm not so sure. city harvest. i'm sorry i just think it's a money-sucker place for silly people who believe in god. cathecism is a much better choice for me and my poor lil pocket. sorry god.. sat down and talked n stuff ourselves with kitkat. nearly felt like puking. then i challenged noi to throw a can of sprite into this hole on the other side of the big big drain n she got it in!! whoopee!!! i din expect anyone to be able to do it and me being the wet blanket haf to say aiyah cannot wan lar. u noe wad many a times i complain that ppl dun believe in what we're capable of, and here i am doing what i'm complaining about. if u dun understand wad i'm trying to say forget it. i'm too lazy to explain. then we took 179 into ntu at around wad 12?? nothing better to do but tt's wad we can do wif the concession. take silly rides. haha then waved to ppl but nobody looked upstairs. how sad. then finally decided to go home. went home asked Wa||z how it feels like to smoke then he called me n talked to me n nagged at me and blah blah blah. felt super sleepy so therefore couldn't write tt night.
Saturday morning!!!!
going to school for meeting. i'm sooo blardy tired!!! received a msg from jason asking me not to smoke. such a sweet lovely boy he is. wanted to steal food from the reception for the ppl who received director's list, saw jason, smarty pants he is, but the food no more!! how sad ended up buying char siew pao from breadboard. martin says i've grown bigger, bigger shoulders. whoopee!! later yi ling says i've grown fatter at the shoulder n the torso. aiyah. after the meeting, went home to sleep.
was planning to have a short nap wake up at 5.30 go np to play bball wif noi and her frenz, but piggy me never did woke up til..... sunday 8+. mummy peeked into my room to see if i was awake, i gave her a blissful smile hahaha then daddy popped in, haha blissful smile again. felt so at peace wif the world. lalala!! oh the night before i saw daddy walking out of my room and boy as well my goodness it's quite scary that scene it looked as if both of them were ghosts or sumthing.
It's one day mroe before my birthday. Seriously i just don't feel like doing anything at all. wad do i want?? hmmm let's see a root beer float, ice cream and apple strudle tt's enuf. =) yum yum *slurps*
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