Wednesday, September 18, 2002
just read gor's bloggie. maybe i shouldn't. i feel as though i'm raping ppl's thoughts. he said something which make me curious. he's bothered by wad emi said. What did emi say? he learnt a lot himself and others. What did he learn? i'm curious and i wonder if any of these concerns me. you noe what my worries is that people think i'm a slut. i noe i "grinded" with avis, haha yar that's the only action that i did that worries me most. do i care a lot about what people think of me? yes i do. shall i explain and justify? yes no? i wanna noe!!!!! and u noe what at the end of the day i most probably wun noe. and then i get into this paranoid cycle thinking that people are talking about me. and soon all i want is to crawl into my little hermit. my haven.
Unknown at 11:19 pm