Thursday, May 05, 2005
A cold dreary day & a glimpse into my past
Yes i woke up today to the cold rainy weather. It feels like november when it's mid-summer in singapore or the summer i spent in london. I have a good idea on how to spend a day like that. Having a warm cuppa tea in a book shop cafe, whose air conditioning is warmer than the cold outside, wearing comfy longs and reading a good book. Or maybe in a quaint little cafe, with a window seat, leaning back, drizzles on the glass panel, with soft music playing in the background and soft chatters around. How tai-tai, how ladylike, how unlike me. Always clumsy, loud and boisterous, sigh, my mother always wondered if i were a girl, even til now. Yours truly used to jump from one sofa to another. Our house was small when i was younger so i could jump from the sofa against one wall to the opposite against the opposite wall. I wish i could go back to those times, where the impish gleam in my eyes sparkled all the time, much to the terror of my parents. But i was quiet too, and more giving than now. One day i wanna be who i was when i was younger, give more & listen more. It's weird that i'm becoming more immature as i grow up, making up for lost time i guess.
Ok here's the link of today,
relationships. I see this happening lately to people around me, just wanna let u noe, the people around you care that's why they say what they say, it's not that they don't understand, but they see the big picture that you don't see.
Unknown at 3:53 pm