Saturday, February 19, 2005

I feel like writing a book about all my dark thoughts, the times when my thoughts are so close to convincing me to destroy myself. It's freaky what i do sometimes and what comes into my mind. Now if only u see it now, will u understand why i don't want u to come along on this journey with me. It's too scary and too tiring that's why i like being alone. Being alone means i carry my own burden the way i like it. I wish you were here, I wish you were not, I wish i knew who i was.

Unknown at 3:50 am