Wednesday, July 14, 2004
I saw the fella taking cab after work today. Kewl bananas. Hmm.. Really sometimes I wonder if it's really meant to be that you'll keep bumping into a certain person because of god's will, or that because u took notice of that person so u actually see them often as compared to not bothering about the old auntie who takes the bus with u everytime.
Amos suddenly got me a little worried coz he seemed a little troubled today and he din wanna share. Insisted he's fine. Or maybe i'm just being oversensitive. I admit i dun ask when i see esther. Basically if u show hints that you want someone to listen to you i'll try my best, but sometimes when i see the person face to face i'm quite bad at telling that they're upset or hiding something that kinda thing unless it's so damn right in your face.
Oh yeah and my bit torrent works!! After i downloaded the latest version 3.4.2 Haha!! It's not my comp falling apart. Thank goodness. Although at times the HDD does spin a little too loud for my liking.. Well better than guessing which part needs replacing. I'm still not very good at that.
And i got myself a trim and a treatment done. Blew away $110. My my. Ain't I a rich bitch trying to show off. Haha sadly no. Just someone who loves to spend money without thinking. Was feeling tired and felt tt my hair needs a trimming for quite some time but nvr got down to doing it. Was a little unhappy bout the hair length then i sulked to huili then she told me she likes to cut hair because anyway it will grow back. Kinda true, why sigh and whine over something which will grow back soon enuf that u'll not miss it. Then now i'm ok.. just finding out ways to manage my hair so tt it doesn't look farni(to me at least). Then bought some okonomiyaki like kinda stuff frm food fest at taka. I got cheated do not think that ppl who open stalls can get away with lumping all sorts of ingredients and sell it to you means that it's ok to eat it. They're as bad as ppl like us who try to jumble up all the weird ingredients we find in the fridge. Felt like puking. Eeeww. Sick.
Joanna came to look for Billy at work today so we all went for lunch. She's so skinny. Man i wished i'm her size or emi's size. I noe u r most probably going like u look fine!! You're ok. Haha i noe.. i just feel like challenging myself.. I wanna push myself over the edge. Life's kinda boring. Drop myself frm a size 10 to a size 8 or 6!!! haha nah tt's a little too absurd. maybe after a change of job i can sign up for a gym, although i nvr liked the idea of paying money to use gym facilities coz i feel tt it doesn't make sense when u can make use of the places and things and facilities around you. But i need someone to push me. We'll see how. I'm in self destructive mode lately. So please try to avoid me, i may kill u if i'm not careful.
Unknown at 11:31 pm