Sunday, July 11, 2004
Using this wholivesnearyou.com website, quite kewl actually and u get to noe who lives in your blk but u can't add them to ur list of frenz so u can alwez have quick access tt kinda thing n it's limited to ppl who lives near u, unlike friendster. Maybe that's a good thing rather than bad. Haven't been able to think logically and recollect all the nonsensical thoughts for the past few days to blog it down coherently.
Anyway bumped into nathalie wee on the mrt while going to meet emi & girls for dinner. And we celebrated clement's birthday and leon came along. Quite a big group of us settled down at starbucks in the end. So kewl. I think a class gathering for N103 would be really fun. If u ask me which is the group of frenz i will miss most if God decides to take them away from me it will be them. No doubt I'll miss my sec sch frenz but maybe coz we dun meet so frequently so we're used to the long periods of not seeing each other. Whereas we meet up every week and now when we meet on fridays it feels too long!! We shd meet up mid week. But lately we've been rather quiet at the dinner tables usually by 9 plus all the catching up has died down. And I've noticed esther is really quiet nowadays. I am a bad counseller actually so it's like i dun really dare to ask her if she's ok n stuff. I can listen but i tend not to ask ppl what's their problems.
And last night I decided to go clubbing only to step out of the house and then the "ge tai" like singing downstairs my house stopped. Bumped into noy when i was walking to the bus stop. Then got freaking high on submarine, basically it's beer with tequila, introduced to me by sean. Tasted yucky but got me damn freaking high that i did silly things like go into velvet despite having to pay another cover of $18 yes i think i was feeling rich at that point too. Resulting in stupid expenses like that. Wilson noes Sean and Sean noes Jimmy. What a small world!!!! Woohoo. Then saw jimmy's fren jackie i din dare to say hi to him after what i told jimmy. lol. pai seh. i felt he was cute. but he's not your typical cute guy, he got this ah beng look. Seriously i noe u must be wondering.. WTH?!!!! hahaha. I've got bad tastes in guys apparently. He's got the look that i like for a bf, but cute guys are reserved for flings. Anyway i think at the end of the day both types of relationships will end shortly so haha. Anyway back to the silly things or rather things that i did due to the lack of inhibition through the imbibing of alcohol that gets you high pretty fast. I frenched a girl. Yes my god i did french a girl, twice. She's not a very good kisser, suddenly i feel v lesbian. Eeee.. Anyway yeah. And dirty danced with so many guys i feel like a fucking whore. ok lar 3. one's my fren, 1 is an ang moh, i was freaking high by then, n the other whom i think is a bapok, but no excuses. And seriously if you can't control yourself when you're high please dun drink too much alochol. Learning lesson. OMG. sigh. Anyway there was this guy that keep dancing with me n i had no idea whether he was a gay or not. And me being very playful dun care just play. I tell you one day i'll just get raped for continuing my actions like that. Basket. Then darren saw me and saved me. thank god. He said that fella danced with his girl also. Then suddenly the fella hugged and "brudder brudder" with darren. Hoho. I really wondered if he's gay or not. Darren tell me next time walk away n they wun bother u anymore. But walk away i dunno walk to where?!!! plus everyone seemed everywhere but i dunno where. Seriously i'm damn chicken. sigh. i shall just hide at home in future. SIGH. so much for yaya papaya me. Last time when i was with ken, i went to zouk n this fella danced with me and held my hand then i dunno how to shake his hand off. I mean like really. I'm so silly. And avis and chris are damn farni they love to dance with gays. Hilarious on the podium sumore. buay tahan.
Then today met lulu n girls. After walking ard for damn long we finally got something besides the bag she wanted. She'll b leaving for australia this wed. So soon.
Exciting weekend and i'm glad i went clubbing last night despite all the nonsense. The music was really good. And this morning they resumed the "ge tai". Vivian was saying yar they sure got the awareness they wanted. boy oh boy.
Unknown at 12:04 pm