Monday, June 14, 2004
Read an article about suffering and pain and Jesus et all. Somehow my thoughts weren't exactly absorbing what it was saying butit kept fleeting to this sad fact that we alwez feel that our own problems are the hugest problems the entire world we have ever seen. It's alwez me, myself & I. How self centred most of all are. I mean it may sound like a sweeping statement, well let me explain. Whenever we sit down and think of our problems we alwez feel so overwhelmed and then let that inability to solve the problem bring ourselves down. We go about pulling a long face hoping that people would be concerned about us to ask us how are we etc. We just want to spread a little of our misery around. It's fun eh. Or maybe that's only me. Haha self centred me again, thinking my opinion is what most ppl are. Well whatever just an opinion. Maybe it's wrong maybe it's right. Doesn't make a huge difference to me anyway.
Yest went swimming an ang moh bikini babe swam nxt to me. woohoo. ok lar actually didn't get to see her face. but her body seems quite hot. underwater. haha. She swam so fast, guess her long legs and long body helps her. Anyway haven't been exercising for 2 weeks lost my stamina. damnit. fast man. sigh. gotta keep my fitness level up.
Then watched 3 movies over the weekend. Harry Potter, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind & Best Bet. Out of these 3 eternal sunshine was the best. Very sweet, touching show. Then the hilarious bit was when we were trying to take the lift to the ground floor when the lift doors opened, it only revealed the locked shutters. Then went to B1 some people stepped out n it seemed like no exit was in sight so we went back to 2nd level only to reveal shutters again. V farni if u ask me esp when u're dead tired and u see stuff like that. Just cracks u up. Finally went back to 5th level and finally managed to get out of the lift. Then took the trusty lido escalators down.
Then bumped into ted. Or rather heard someone calling emi, n the 2nd time i heard it i was beginning to wonder is emi near me or something. Turned around and saw him then i was like no i'm not emi. Kept insisting that i was. Hello what has the world turned to? Now you know my name better than i do eh. Finally showed him the picture of emi i haf on my hp then he was like oh.. yeah tt's emi then what's my name??!! haha. lol. silly fella.
Then bumped into mummy in town. She's finally back from the states. Missed her so much.
Went to look at The Pinnacle @ Duxton. The rooms are so small!!!! if u ask me i'd rather live in jurong west. It's like 2/3 of my room. if i put in my bed it'll fill like 2/3 of tt room. sigh. i am pampered eh. but it's not easy to downgrade. really.
Feeling very vexed. My life's in a mess. Sigh if only we could just sort it out like our computer desktop right click and select arrange. Man. With the ease of a right click. It's done.
Unknown at 1:02 am