Sunday, April 18, 2004

Yesterday had a customer who walked in n said he wanted to get a large number of machines from me. Then ordered a few from different brands made me run all over. Then later we kinda suspect that he is a little psychotic and the deal will most prob be a phoney. And he has my hp no. Damn stress sia. i'm damn scared that he will call me up in the middle of the night or wad. super stress. then sophriane had to tell him there my colleague here single n available. yeah thanks a lot huh. last time was robin now her. and they dun realise how uneasy n farking stress u get. because these kinda guys are a little crazy. a little is actually an understatement. Fark man, cuoldn't sleep well last night and damn petrified that he'd call me. then in the middle of the deal donald came in, wah i felt such a huge sense of relief sia. but after a while he left. haiz. then lucas also din help me much in the deal n left me pretty much alone. u noe when some customers try to flirt with you, and your colleagues leave u alone not helping you at all. The helplessness and vulnerability you will not understand especially with this customer yesterday that seemed like he's gone bonkers that kind.

Then today went swimming at NTU pool. Wahhhh so many people then keep having people squeezing into the same swimming lane. grrr.... dunch like to share me lane. go get yours. then very tired. haiz. then went to xinyi's bf's bdae. reached there a little too early then everyone wasn't there. then it's like so alone. then gambled with michelle, mao cheng n huili n lost. argh!!! shouldn't haf gambled sia alreadie damn broke this week still go n gamble. my goodness. was supposed to plan out my financial chart also but hadn't had the time to sort it out today. most prob tomorrow or something. then desiree wong, my sec sch friend called me. was pretty surprised to hear from her, and i didn't have her number. so when she was like expecting me to know who was that on the line i was a bit shocked and surprised. but yeah maybe when i go clubbing shall ask her along. then after the cake cutting i had to go home then xinyi made one of her bf's friend send me home. so pai seh coz i didn't even really talk to him before that. it's like when she was introducing him i was busy playing dai dee n then later they ask him to send me home it's like asking a total stranger to send u home. and he has to oblige no matter what because it's his fren's gf's fren.. but ok lar pretty nice guy to chit chat so at least not an awkward trip home. no awkward silences. which is good. i'm afraid of awkward silences. haiz tired shall go sleep..

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