Thursday, January 08, 2004
should i hold on a tiny hope and not let him know?? sigh.. it's like you still love the person but you're breaking up for the good of the other person, do people still do this in real life? or does it only happen in tv drama serials nowadays? sigh. pains my heart to love him like that. anyway bad week since the new year started. nothing's gone right. be it work, relationship, everyday life. just like catching a cab, can u believe it that this fella in front of me flagged for a cab n then one cab stopped n two available cabs just zipped past me coz they couldn't see me flagging it's like argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell!!!! then i waited for so damn long in the end i took the train. well nvm i hafta start saving money if i do intend to quit. sigh still wanna go clubbing this weekend n the zouk flea market this sunday.. whoa.. i doubt i'll buy anything at the flea market. i'm quite fussy but maybe there's new stuff this time round. haiz. headache. everyday at work definitely something wrong will crop up i'm havign a huge major headache that's killing me but dun worry i'll make it through it's just testing my mental toughness. physically i'm healthy no flu or whatever to bring me down so not that bad. it could have been worse yah. haha how comforting.. gotta go to work early to resolve all the outstanding issues. sigh.. i dunno what i should do to relieve this stress that i'm facing. sigh.. yeah i noe i hafta turn to god. hehe been forgetting to pray the past few nights. feeling guilty about it. haiz. i'm just rambling on n on now. sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. if only i still have him around with me.
Unknown at 11:49 pm