Monday, May 19, 2003
spent the day napping coz i had nothing to do much after emi called to chat wif me plus too much free time means spending time thinking of thoughts which i should stop thinking. a lot of people say that i'm a strong gurl, well only on the outside, i guess my blog is kinda starting to censor it's not really my own private thoughts anymore, it's for thoughts that i want people to read, so exhibitionist, i guess i'm no longer that anymore. It used to be feelings emotions all out, well more or less. Still remembered scolding junjie on my blog, really feel awful and sorry that it came out that way but well i guess we all learn. just now was reading other people's blog when the sky was still blue n hot and sunny, then the next moment i turned ou n looked out of the windows, the sky's red n coz the opposite blocks are also red it looked really lovely, n now it's night time. how fast a day passes. too bad dad's digicam wasn't around otherwise i would haf taken a picture of it.
Just now was chatting wif this guy online he happens to be huili's fren then he accidentally blurted something which i did not know about huili n he knew n i guess she most probably din want us to noe or wadever. After he said it i told him i din noe tt n he still asked if there's anything else i wanted to noe. What a bastard, i'm sorry if you're reading this but as a friend of huili how can u do this to her. Well many different types and kinds of people in this world. And i shall keep this matter hush hush. Poor huili, wonder if i shd tell her wad he said...
Unknown at 7:46 pm