Saturday, May 24, 2003
argh it's gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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he came along to pass me the money and collect the joe satriani tickets. Hmm i wonder if i forgot anything else. All my post went away. maybe god wants me to stop thinking about it and spare u all some mercy. anyway not very gentlemanly of him, din accompany me up even though he passed me such a large amt of money. well to me it's alot. wad if i got robbed along the way?! well he never accompanied me up when we were together wad makes me think he would now. so oh well. was telling myself to restrain myself. we're only friends. Friends. Friends. nothing else. luckily sboy and cy(his neighbor) came along otherwise i mite hug him and then do something silly to make me upset again and undo all the healing process. it still hurts and pains me. But I know better now. We're better off this way, I'd be better off this way. Anyway he forgot about my slippers. Then later i realised forget it i dun need it anymore. It costs only $1, it's not worth his effort of going back to take it and pass it to me and me seeing him twice on one night and feeling the stabbing pain. I told him to throw it away. Anyway i've got loads of slippers. tired. i think i should just rest. will be seeing the girls later in the day. I'll be fine. Friends. Friends. Friends. better off this way. alrite let's just repeat this 10 times. *hiakz* just suddenly felt like typing that(*hiakz*). Time to rest.
Unknown at 2:04 am