Sunday, February 09, 2003
Brought breakfast to darling's hall to eat with him although it wasn't breakfast that i brought and definitely the time wasn't meant for that too. Had a hard time getting him out of bed. i kept calling him wake up in his ears n he tossed and turned, i can imagine myself doing that when my brother used to scream in my ears to wake me up. Then asked him to teach me my broadband stuff which i totally didn't understand. At one point i couldn't understand voltage drop and voltage input at amplifiers. Kinda shouted a little too loud and his neighbour icq-ed him saying voltage drop is V = IR. Oooopz. *sheepish look* yeah but i felt so much happier after that coz i knew how to do my work!!! and maybe coz he helped me. i was a little disappointed when he didn't help me much for my FYP. though it's not his responsibility either, but he could haf asked. so now i'm happy. =) my dad said he looked stupid(as in slow, dumb) n he thinks i'm smarter. Hurhur you're so wrong man. This fella can make his smart daughter feel inferior in terms of intelligence means quite a bit. Okay i'm not very very genius smart, but i alwez felt tt i was smarter than average, you can think that i'm yaya papaya or trying to show off, but it's one feature of me that i feel proud of. looks were never THAT important to me.
Then went for dinner at mummy's frenz place, full of laughter. My mum's primary school frenz. They've been good pals since primary 1. I've lost touch wif my so called best fren alreadie whom i knew in primary one. quite sad. but oh well it's the quality that counts. and i will alwez remember that my best fren knocked into me on the first few days of sch and i spilled mee soup onto myself n i screamed at her coz it was quite hot. Then she said not very hot wad, and gave me the why-you-so-princess look. haha memories. my mum's frenz all their daughters quite pretty. hmm maybe the pretty genes got used up when it came to me or they were quite selfish wif my mum. the son also quite cute n plays rugby. i seriously think my mum's frenz took all the make-my-children-look-pretty-or-handsome potion and didn't give it to my mum. my brother has acne on his forehead and now i'm getting pimples on my face that won't go away. grrr. my mother said to her fren wah ur daughter very gu-niang kind so gentle so you-siu(feminine). I think she's trying to hint something. lately i've been sitting wif my legs wide open as though i'm a guy. oh no. i think i need a sex change.
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