Monday, October 07, 2002
haiz bz dae. so many ppl messaging me on my icq when my leg's itching coz i itchy mouth must eat prawn mee when i know that i'm not fully recovered. daddy tells me to look at things from a different angle not to restrict myself by society's pressures and norms that i have to follow. becoz then i will never succeed. depends on what u define as success. well well i dun wanna think about so far off into the future when i have to worry about what i wanna do for my fyp. darn left 3 weeks of attachment and also 3 weeks to finalise the idea, damnit poon wun bother about us we're dead. so smart choose a bochap supervisor. now nobody to push us then i'm so super un-motivated now so dead soo soo dead. went to lips cafe yesterday after the mandarin hotel visit. saw siew choo my ob instructor then i din sae hi i doubt she actually recognises me. eugene saw him a few times in town wif his gf(she's frm tp; who's business izzit i dunno oso) lately seeing all my ob instructors around. i went ob thrice if u have to know. yar i'm some garang crazy gurl who doesn't care when nor how she dies. as long as i had fun and wuz pushing my limits. heee nearly got knocked down a few weeks ago. so close to it but i escaped. haiz i think i'm pushing it too much.. if this goes on i'll die. anywayy back to my ob topic, sad to say my ob australia frenz stopped emailing meeeeee............. sob sob weep weep. i guess amz is bz wif uni dun blame her actually. haiz.where have everyone gone????
Unknown at 12:16 am