Friday, October 04, 2002
it's weird when you first start to write a blog and think that maybe someone who cares will read my blog, then as time goes on you realise that hey people are reading my blog then your comments, thoughts all become tamed down and everything ceases to be the same as it started. seems to me tellign gor that i read his blog was a bad choice..now i feel as though everything he writes is like more wad's that word.. restrictive? unnatural? stiff?? aiyah something along that line lar basically. and for all of you reading this don't worry my blog will continue to be uncensored, no screening will be done, no regrets, no secrets, but if i say something about you then too bad you chose to read it. the first blog earlier on was done when i was rushing off to swim so naturally everything that i wrote seems so harried and rushed. finally got to swim. oh yah ah fai is crazy crazy he's like reuben no.2, btw he's the one i went to zouk wif. reeve din go becoz he's some prick lar. made me go in front of zouk n sell my tickets like some poor thing. luckily some kind soul decided to buy it from me. -phew- ah it's the first time i went zouk n nvr got ask for my phone number yay!! i love that feeling. i go clubbing to enjoy myself n people comes to ask for my number i bet they wouldn't have the guts to ask for my number off the street. i feel my thoughts are moer collected today coz i'm concentrating no my blog alone so it means that you yes you the oen reading this gets my whole full attention and not some sloppy writing just to accomplish something in the to do list of the day.
i tend to yak too much. watched a bit of survivor on the bus or rather forced myself not to watch it coz i dun wanna noe wad's happening otherwise i wouldn't watch it after i tape it. actually you do learn something off everything if u actually sit down and think about it. like everything should be done and taken in moderation. no screaming or venting your anger when on survivor, do not try to sit down and thrash things out it only serves to divide everyone into ppl against you and ppl for you. if everyone's with you fine and dandy if suddenly all your alliances turn their backs to you hoho you're on your own baby. in life we must strategise, be nice to people, learn to blend into the background when needed, be important or rather needed so that ppl dun forget about you. Too much enthusiasm is no good either oopz warning sign for me.. haha!!
Alritez lar seems to me i'm blabbering a lot. i only reserve my blabbering for noi coz she'll listen to me blabber n i'll listen to her blabber. wonder where in the world am i going to find another person like her if i were a guy or a les i would go for her so pretty so crazy so cute so lovely best of all she lives upstairs. Time to bathe eat lunch n nap before the movie marathon tonite yay!!! hope samantha comes so i can get to see her face.
Unknown at 4:18 pm