Thursday, April 07, 2005
I know why i've done certain things that many people didn't, i also know what were the choices i had there and then at the very moment. I don't ask for forgiveness, i just say peace be with you. As much as un-catholic or religious i am, i just hope you find happiness again because i know it's something i couldn't give you.
Met up with huili to go down to phuture with her. It's kinda weird that xinyi used to be the one listening to her abt her bf troubles while i will just let her be and think that it's better if she learns, that some guys she has to forget, the hard way. But now i'm the one holding her hand, listening to her. It used to be funny, but now i wanna be there to make sure she'll be fine and that the sun will shine for her and that everything will be better. I mean i'm not very good at consoling her, but i just wanna cheer her up and hope that by being there, it can do something for her. Sigh how the tables have changed.
Anyway phuture was ok.. Reached there way too early, like 9, got a stamp when they couldn't even open the club for entrance. Then waited for huili to arrive, got to talk to sonny for a while before entering the club. And then amos, jonathan & jansen(if i'm not wrong) reached. Danced for a while, huili wasn't feeling well, packed her in the taxi and she got home, hopefully she's fine. That was casualty #1 of the night, as the night wore on, amos' friend jansen turned into casualty #2. So around 2 we left the club sent them back. And now awake at 6am, i shall perhaps grab a warm shower and then hit my books before heading for school. 1hr30mins i might be able to cover some stuff for my test. oh goodie, life's great!
Unknown at 5:46 am