Wednesday, February 09, 2005
My blogger actually keeps reporting 716 posts, weirdly. God knows why it's such a number, i mean if u talk about binary maybe like 512 or 1024 i understand but 716?!! It's been there for a long time, been wondering if it will go away, maybe i should just buy 4D and hope i'll strike lucky.
Bad long afternoon for me. Agreed to meet chris for lunch before delivering goods for my mum. We spent an hour trying to look for a lunch place, everywhere was closed. BAH. then mumsy had to call and rant and rave, ok i admit i was being very irresponsible, i should have called and let her know i'd be late. But it's past and it's over, i was an ass, mummy please forgive me (hope she hears this while she's asleep) Anyway it's CNY she shouldn't bear grudges, I'm not at least. Hehe. Then went to granny's place for reunion dinner, ate a bit and then wanted to nap coz i only had like 5hrs of sleep?? Apparently attempt no 1 failed, coz my aunties and grandma were talking to me. But i guess i didn't mind. I used to live with my grandparents and then everynight before we fall asleep we'll talk, it's so funny to think about it, i can't imagine what conversations we had. When i was this little kid and they're all working adults. Lol, but i was one damn pampered kid. I love them for loving me. I think without them i wouldn't know how i'd be like now. I hated my parents for leaving me and my gramps place, but they loved me like their own little kid, i wished i could be as patient to winnie too. I ought to try harder maybe. And spend more time with them as well, life is fleeting i don't wanna wait til it's over to regret. A little pensive tonight, maybe skipping certain topics, maybe just one of those nonsensical ramblings, maybe this, maybe anything.
Yeah then drove my grandmother and auntie to chinatown, the road was cordoned off so we proceeded to the sheares bridge to view the fireworks, beautiful fireworks with a breeze, very nice. Wished someone else was with me. Glad they enjoyed it too. Then sent them back and went for supper with my brother. That's when he told me that my mum apparently made a lot of noise about my very long lunch. Sigh, i've been making lots of mistakes these days. Sucky. I know i'm not perfect and no one is, but can't i just try? Well at least i'm trying for her sake. But it was nice to have supper with my brother, i guess slowly we're becoming closer, i wonder if it's a conscious effort on my part or maybe the gap is slowly closing up. Either way it's good. Being single made me realise so many things that i really appreciate that year of being by myself. It's all good. Happy CNY, it seems more like a new beginning this time round. cheers.
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