Sunday, June 15, 2003
woke up with lack of sleep coz the maid weirdly decides to off my air con n turn on the fan. n then she wanted to sweep my floor she cannot wait til the sun rises, must on my lights. argh!!!!! lack of sleep was screaming and running across my mind. then finally managed to drag myself out of bed at 7.30 then went to eat brekkie n then go for star 2. then saw this fella whom i thought was going to join us in our star 2. yeah he was, he was our instructor. oopz. n i saw reeve. hmm long time no see. but grr i still can't forget what he said to me the previous time. he's an asshole. n we had this sp guy n a sec 2 boy in our group besides our own ppl. i think our instructor must haf went nuts becoz seriously if i were in his position i'd haf tore my hair out n started screaming at everyone of us. coz we couldn't really b bothered to listen to him. heh. but we learnt edging. tt's so kewl! u tilt ur kayak til the cockpit is nearly touching the water. woohoo.. sooo fun. after tt we went to eat sakae sushi. yummy. then jill n i kept eating desserts. but it was yummy anyway. haha. but we went a tad too early coz all the proper nice dinner food weren't out yet. n when we were full all the nice proper dinner stuff kept coming out we were like argh.... but stomach's way too full. haha.
then we were looking at some stuff then i got a ring n then esther passed a comment tt i was selfish in a joking manner. yeah i am. to a certain extent n about certain stuff. there r some things i would stop at nothing n get it n snatch it from you but most of the other stuff i can't b bothered. which also means i can't make it big in life. now i'm in this quandry wondering where how who i should be and go from here.
Unknown at 10:14 pm