Friday, May 30, 2003
dreamt of him this morning. dreamt that we were still together. it was a very sweet moment when we were happy with each other. in fact whenever i'm with him i'm happy. it's only when i dun see him i will get fed up with his little little quirks? hmm can't think of another word now. but it's alright i guess i've more or less recovered. i just treat him better than most of my friends even though i claim to be his friend. nvm the preferential treatment will slowly go away. haha. didn't feel as though i would cry if we weren't together anymore. yeah at times i miss his floppy hair his being around but it's no longer painful. =) i guess at the initial stages it felt so painful is natural and that i never experienced any major heartbreak before.. well to a certain extent true. but more due to the fact that i get over the previous relationships so quickly that the pain doesn't linger and i dun remember the pain. hey my mind works great huh. erases the pain leaves all the happiness. hehehe. so now it's like over n then the next time around (hopefully not) i will think tt that's like the most major heartbreak i've ever been through. lol. if u dun understand forget it. i'm too lazy to explain clearly i shall just speak in my terms.
Unknown at 12:06 pm